The Psychological Root of Parasites (And Why You Can’t Clear Them)

Hey everyone, welcome back to another Hey everyone, welcome back to another Hey everyone, welcome back to another episode of Integrative U Radio. Uh, for episode of Integrative U Radio. Uh, for episode of Integrative U Radio. Uh, for those of you joining us on YouTube, those of you joining us on YouTube, those of you joining us on YouTube, Nick, give every everybody a wave. For Nick, give every everybody a wave. For Nick, give every everybody a wave. For those of you listening, you can say those of you listening, you can say those of you listening, you can say hello. hello. hello. All right, guys. So, there is always All right, guys. So, there is always All right, guys. So, there is always this topic when it comes to the world of this topic when it comes to the world of this topic when it comes to the world of functional and integrative medicine of functional and integrative medicine of functional and integrative medicine of parasites. And I don't know what it is, parasites. And I don't know what it is, parasites. And I don't know what it is, but people love talking about parasites. but people love talking about parasites. but people love talking about parasites. And the thing is is we're bringing you a And the thing is is we're bringing you a And the thing is is we're bringing you a very different perspective today. And of very different perspective today. And of very different perspective today. And of course, if uh if you listen to our course, if uh if you listen to our course, if uh if you listen to our podcast, you know that a lot of our podcast, you know that a lot of our podcast, you know that a lot of our podcasts come from the offline podcasts come from the offline podcasts come from the offline conversations that Dr. Nick and I are conversations that Dr. Nick and I are conversations that Dr. Nick and I are having either with each other or with having either with each other or with having either with each other or with other people. and we were talking about other people. and we were talking about other people. and we were talking about actually the topic of ALS and the fungus actually the topic of ALS and the fungus actually the topic of ALS and the fungus cordiseps and which is another podcast cordiseps and which is another podcast cordiseps and which is another podcast we're going to be diving into which is we're going to be diving into which is we're going to be diving into which is going to be super super interesting but going to be super super interesting but going to be super super interesting but then we were also talking about how then we were also talking about how then we were also talking about how parasites can hijack people and the most parasites can hijack people and the most parasites can hijack people and the most common knowledge about parasite common knowledge about parasite common knowledge about parasite infections is of course they can wreak infections is of course they can wreak infections is of course they can wreak havoc on your gastrointestinal system, havoc on your gastrointestinal system, havoc on your gastrointestinal system, but they're also known to hijack but they're also known to hijack but they're also known to hijack behavior, change your mood. Uh, a very behavior, change your mood. Uh, a very behavior, change your mood. Uh, a very specific parasite called toxopplasmosis specific parasite called toxopplasmosis specific parasite called toxopplasmosis has been connected to bipolar, which by has been connected to bipolar, which by has been connected to bipolar, which by the way, uh, the reason why they tell the way, uh, the reason why they tell the way, uh, the reason why they tell women, uh, pregnant women specifically, women, uh, pregnant women specifically, women, uh, pregnant women specifically, not to change cat litter while pregnant not to change cat litter while pregnant not to change cat litter while pregnant is because of the risk of exposure to is because of the risk of exposure to is because of the risk of exposure to toxopplasmosis. toxopplasmosis. toxopplasmosis. So, for those of you new to this topic, So, for those of you new to this topic, So, for those of you new to this topic, parasites are very real. They are are parasites are very real. They are are parasites are very real. They are are very uh prevalent. They are things we very uh prevalent. They are things we very uh prevalent. They are things we get exposed to through the pets in our get exposed to through the pets in our get exposed to through the pets in our home, you know, animals that we eat, uh home, you know, animals that we eat, uh home, you know, animals that we eat, uh bodies of water that we swim in, the bodies of water that we swim in, the bodies of water that we swim in, the list goes on. Crappy salmon, bad sushi. list goes on. Crappy salmon, bad sushi. list goes on. Crappy salmon, bad sushi. So overall, one of the things that Nick So overall, one of the things that Nick So overall, one of the things that Nick said to me is that said to me is that said to me is that once you don't need your anger anymore, once you don't need your anger anymore, once you don't need your anger anymore, you will pass your parasites. You will you will pass your parasites. You will you will pass your parasites. You will eliminate or eradicate out your eliminate or eradicate out your eliminate or eradicate out your parasites. parasites. parasites. So, we're going to be diving into this So, we're going to be diving into this So, we're going to be diving into this and we're going to give you a lot more and we're going to give you a lot more and we're going to give you a lot more context around this. So, just buckle up. context around this. So, just buckle up. context around this. So, just buckle up. Well, there's, you know, clinically you Well, there's, you know, clinically you Well, there's, you know, clinically you start asking better quality questions start asking better quality questions start asking better quality questions when you're not getting results. You when you're not getting results. You when you're not getting results. You know, it's like that's the definition of know, it's like that's the definition of know, it's like that's the definition of insanity is to do the same thing over insanity is to do the same thing over insanity is to do the same thing over and over and expect a different result. and over and expect a different result. and over and expect a different result. So, you have these So, you have these So, you have these opportunities, hence clients, uh, that opportunities, hence clients, uh, that opportunities, hence clients, uh, that sometimes don't always get the results sometimes don't always get the results sometimes don't always get the results that you wanted them to initially get. that you wanted them to initially get. that you wanted them to initially get. And let's say, you know, in this And let's say, you know, in this And let's say, you know, in this instance, we're talking about parasites. instance, we're talking about parasites. instance, we're talking about parasites. So, somebody's like, they come to you So, somebody's like, they come to you So, somebody's like, they come to you and they're like, I've already done tons and they're like, I've already done tons and they're like, I've already done tons of parasite cleanses and I and I see the of parasite cleanses and I and I see the of parasite cleanses and I and I see the parasites, you know, detoxing every parasites, you know, detoxing every parasites, you know, detoxing every single time and then you test them and single time and then you test them and single time and then you test them and they still have parasites. And you're they still have parasites. And you're they still have parasites. And you're like, well, I'm not going to do the same like, well, I'm not going to do the same like, well, I'm not going to do the same thing and expect different results. thing and expect different results. thing and expect different results. Like, I'm I'm great, but I'm not great Like, I'm I'm great, but I'm not great Like, I'm I'm great, but I'm not great in that way. I'm not, you know, overly in that way. I'm not, you know, overly in that way. I'm not, you know, overly special where I can do the same thing special where I can do the same thing special where I can do the same thing and get a different result. But also the and get a different result. But also the and get a different result. But also the level of compliance or level of compliance or level of compliance or compliance is maybe not the right word. compliance is maybe not the right word. compliance is maybe not the right word. the uh the uh the uh I'm just going to say it and and then uh I'm just going to say it and and then uh I'm just going to say it and and then uh you can probably describe or come up you can probably describe or come up you can probably describe or come up with the right word, but if if you've with the right word, but if if you've with the right word, but if if you've tried supplements and you've tried even tried supplements and you've tried even tried supplements and you've tried even potentially pharmaceutical route and potentially pharmaceutical route and potentially pharmaceutical route and then I give you or a different doctor then I give you or a different doctor then I give you or a different doctor gives you another version of that, you gives you another version of that, you gives you another version of that, you are already doubting are already doubting are already doubting because you're like, "Okay, so we're because you're like, "Okay, so we're because you're like, "Okay, so we're just kind of doing a a different just kind of doing a a different just kind of doing a a different iteration of the same thing. And so, you iteration of the same thing. And so, you iteration of the same thing. And so, you know, this kind of goes back to the idea know, this kind of goes back to the idea know, this kind of goes back to the idea of placebo effect is like your belief of placebo effect is like your belief of placebo effect is like your belief system does really impact your outcomes, system does really impact your outcomes, system does really impact your outcomes, you know, and if you're like, I've I've you know, and if you're like, I've I've you know, and if you're like, I've I've tried this and now I'm doing it again. tried this and now I'm doing it again. tried this and now I'm doing it again. Is this really what's going to move the Is this really what's going to move the Is this really what's going to move the needle? So, that's kind of a a sidebar needle? So, that's kind of a a sidebar needle? So, that's kind of a a sidebar that I just wanted to mention. that I just wanted to mention. that I just wanted to mention. No. And and you know to play devil's No. And and you know to play devil's No. And and you know to play devil's advocate, you know, maybe your body just advocate, you know, maybe your body just advocate, you know, maybe your body just needed one more to reach that threshold needed one more to reach that threshold needed one more to reach that threshold to finally clear enough out for you to to finally clear enough out for you to to finally clear enough out for you to get the results that you needed. So get the results that you needed. So get the results that you needed. So nothing is an all all or nothing nothing is an all all or nothing nothing is an all all or nothing principle of course. Um but when I said principle of course. Um but when I said principle of course. Um but when I said that this is just going higher up the that this is just going higher up the that this is just going higher up the ladder uh to a deeper root of causation ladder uh to a deeper root of causation ladder uh to a deeper root of causation because most people are doing what I because most people are doing what I because most people are doing what I what we call patchwork. you know, most what we call patchwork. you know, most what we call patchwork. you know, most people are are patching the the effects people are are patching the the effects people are are patching the the effects or the damage from the cause, not that or the damage from the cause, not that or the damage from the cause, not that that's actually the causation, not that that's actually the causation, not that that's actually the causation, not that actually the parasites the cause, the actually the parasites the cause, the actually the parasites the cause, the parasites may be showing up as the parasites may be showing up as the parasites may be showing up as the effect of the cause. And when you think effect of the cause. And when you think effect of the cause. And when you think of of of of of of our quote unquote state of health just our quote unquote state of health just our quote unquote state of health just in like a like a physicist looking at in like a like a physicist looking at in like a like a physicist looking at energy, well, all energy is in a state energy, well, all energy is in a state energy, well, all energy is in a state of balance. So if there's something of balance. So if there's something of balance. So if there's something negative, there has to be something negative, there has to be something negative, there has to be something positive. There has to be there's always positive. There has to be there's always positive. There has to be there's always a give and a take, which means there's a give and a take, which means there's a give and a take, which means there's also something that's always feeding, also something that's always feeding, also something that's always feeding, which means there always has to be a which means there always has to be a which means there always has to be a host. And when we can get to the root host. And when we can get to the root host. And when we can get to the root cause of, you know, looking at a cause of, you know, looking at a cause of, you know, looking at a parasite, a parasite is what? Something parasite, a parasite is what? Something parasite, a parasite is what? Something that's feeding off of a host. Well, if that's feeding off of a host. Well, if that's feeding off of a host. Well, if you take away the host, it there's no you take away the host, it there's no you take away the host, it there's no more food. So, there's going to be more food. So, there's going to be more food. So, there's going to be starvation, there's going to be die- starvation, there's going to be die- starvation, there's going to be die- off, there's going to be quote unquote a off, there's going to be quote unquote a off, there's going to be quote unquote a natural parasitic natural parasitic natural parasitic detoxification, detoxification, detoxification, but but but the food is not necessarily just the food is not necessarily just the food is not necessarily just food, the the substance of food. There food, the the substance of food. There food, the the substance of food. There are different types of food that will are different types of food that will are different types of food that will feed a parasite. And that can also be feed a parasite. And that can also be feed a parasite. And that can also be where you put your energy, your where you put your energy, your where you put your energy, your emotional state. And I'm sure you know emotional state. And I'm sure you know emotional state. And I'm sure you know you are going to expand more upon that you are going to expand more upon that you are going to expand more upon that because that's that's the interesting because that's that's the interesting because that's that's the interesting thing that people think it's so black thing that people think it's so black thing that people think it's so black and white. Oh, it's it's eating the the and white. Oh, it's it's eating the the and white. Oh, it's it's eating the the physical food that I'm consuming, but it physical food that I'm consuming, but it physical food that I'm consuming, but it will actually live, thrive, grow, will actually live, thrive, grow, will actually live, thrive, grow, reproduce reproduce reproduce based off of different versions of food. based off of different versions of food. based off of different versions of food. anger being one of them. Well, let's anger being one of them. Well, let's anger being one of them. Well, let's let's look at what people know about let's look at what people know about let's look at what people know about food. So, biochemically, food. So, biochemically, food. So, biochemically, you know, and physically, what are what you know, and physically, what are what you know, and physically, what are what are parasites feeding off of usually? Is this a trick question? No, no, just a Is this a trick question? No, no, just a Is this a trick question? No, no, just a typical question to you. What are they typical question to you. What are they typical question to you. What are they eating? Well, they eat all different eating? Well, they eat all different eating? Well, they eat all different types of things. They they'll eat food, types of things. They they'll eat food, types of things. They they'll eat food, but then they'll also eat toxins. They but then they'll also eat toxins. They but then they'll also eat toxins. They will eat chemicals. They'll eat will eat chemicals. They'll eat will eat chemicals. They'll eat bacteria. They'll eat fungi. They they bacteria. They'll eat fungi. They they bacteria. They'll eat fungi. They they will consume kind of whatever is in will consume kind of whatever is in will consume kind of whatever is in there. They'll eat heavy metals. Yeah. there. They'll eat heavy metals. Yeah. there. They'll eat heavy metals. Yeah. They'll eat all those things. And when They'll eat all those things. And when They'll eat all those things. And when you look at the body like a physicist, you look at the body like a physicist, you look at the body like a physicist, as we were talking before, everything's as we were talking before, everything's as we were talking before, everything's just charge and everything's trying to just charge and everything's trying to just charge and everything's trying to bring and make sure that charge is in a bring and make sure that charge is in a bring and make sure that charge is in a state of balance. So you'll always have state of balance. So you'll always have state of balance. So you'll always have a negative matching up with a positive. a negative matching up with a positive. a negative matching up with a positive. Um and you'll always have you know if Um and you'll always have you know if Um and you'll always have you know if you look at through food you'll have the you look at through food you'll have the you look at through food you'll have the consumption of either a negative consumption of either a negative consumption of either a negative overtaking a positive charge or that overtaking a positive charge or that overtaking a positive charge or that positive charge overtaking a negative positive charge overtaking a negative positive charge overtaking a negative charge uh to bring together. But this is charge uh to bring together. But this is charge uh to bring together. But this is also one of the reasons why sometimes also one of the reasons why sometimes also one of the reasons why sometimes people don't get rid of parasites people don't get rid of parasites people don't get rid of parasites and they don't get rid of parasites and they don't get rid of parasites and they don't get rid of parasites despite their efforts because despite their efforts because despite their efforts because sometimes that parasite is playing a sometimes that parasite is playing a sometimes that parasite is playing a protective role in the body based off of protective role in the body based off of protective role in the body based off of what we've said. So, we I'm just trying what we've said. So, we I'm just trying what we've said. So, we I'm just trying to clear up any type of confusion for to clear up any type of confusion for to clear up any type of confusion for people thinking, you know, oh gosh, like people thinking, you know, oh gosh, like people thinking, you know, oh gosh, like parasites are eating all of these parasites are eating all of these parasites are eating all of these different toxic compounds. And that can different toxic compounds. And that can different toxic compounds. And that can definitely be one of the reasons why definitely be one of the reasons why definitely be one of the reasons why you're not able to eliminate out you're not able to eliminate out you're not able to eliminate out parasites because if your toxic load is parasites because if your toxic load is parasites because if your toxic load is so high, that parasite is actually so high, that parasite is actually so high, that parasite is actually creating a bit of a benefit. And and creating a bit of a benefit. And and creating a bit of a benefit. And and this can also be very congruent with the this can also be very congruent with the this can also be very congruent with the the emotional aspects that we're going the emotional aspects that we're going the emotional aspects that we're going to talk about now. Um and before I we to talk about now. Um and before I we to talk about now. Um and before I we dive into that, one thing I do want to dive into that, one thing I do want to dive into that, one thing I do want to say of why why we also are doing this say of why why we also are doing this say of why why we also are doing this podcast is because one, there have been podcast is because one, there have been podcast is because one, there have been people that didn't get uh didn't have people that didn't get uh didn't have people that didn't get uh didn't have changes from certain parasite protocols changes from certain parasite protocols changes from certain parasite protocols with us or with other people. So there with us or with other people. So there with us or with other people. So there there was that. Then the other thing there was that. Then the other thing there was that. Then the other thing observed was people that got rid of observed was people that got rid of observed was people that got rid of parasites but then every time they did parasites but then every time they did parasites but then every time they did testing they had more. It was like a testing they had more. It was like a testing they had more. It was like a reoccurring issue and it just was never reoccurring issue and it just was never reoccurring issue and it just was never necessarily fully clearing. And then necessarily fully clearing. And then necessarily fully clearing. And then third is we've seen people that we've third is we've seen people that we've third is we've seen people that we've worked with especially in our current worked with especially in our current worked with especially in our current methodology in the past few years where methodology in the past few years where methodology in the past few years where we work on the mental, the emotional, we work on the mental, the emotional, we work on the mental, the emotional, the energetic as well as the biochemical the energetic as well as the biochemical the energetic as well as the biochemical and they have not been on supplements and they have not been on supplements and they have not been on supplements for gut detox anti-parasitic for gut detox anti-parasitic for gut detox anti-parasitic and they've passed parasites and they've passed parasites and they've passed parasites and they've been like I don't understand and they've been like I don't understand and they've been like I don't understand Why am I passing parasites now? Why am I passing parasites now? Why am I passing parasites now? And so there there's kind of three And so there there's kind of three And so there there's kind of three different things that I want people to different things that I want people to different things that I want people to consider if especially if you're if you consider if especially if you're if you consider if especially if you're if you think you have parasites, you know you think you have parasites, you know you think you have parasites, you know you have parasites is that this doesn't look have parasites is that this doesn't look have parasites is that this doesn't look one way. And no, it never go ahead. It one way. And no, it never go ahead. It one way. And no, it never go ahead. It never looks one way. Um, never looks one way. Um, never looks one way. Um, but I think it'd be weird for people to but I think it'd be weird for people to but I think it'd be weird for people to to start looking at the body that to start looking at the body that to start looking at the body that everything everything everything is intelligently happening for a is intelligently happening for a is intelligently happening for a specific purpose. So if you have specific purpose. So if you have specific purpose. So if you have parasite infection, those parasites are parasite infection, those parasites are parasite infection, those parasites are there for a purpose. They're there for a purpose. They're there for a purpose. They're counterbalancing another energy. You counterbalancing another energy. You counterbalancing another energy. You know, it's like if you said ALS earlier, know, it's like if you said ALS earlier, know, it's like if you said ALS earlier, if if you have the symptoms of ALS and if if you have the symptoms of ALS and if if you have the symptoms of ALS and some type of neurodeenerative disease, some type of neurodeenerative disease, some type of neurodeenerative disease, call it a disease. Um, there's a reason call it a disease. Um, there's a reason call it a disease. Um, there's a reason why, and that's actually a why, and that's actually a why, and that's actually a counterbalancing. It's it's actually counterbalancing. It's it's actually counterbalancing. It's it's actually supporting life. Um, if you want to look supporting life. Um, if you want to look supporting life. Um, if you want to look at it that way, not health, but life. at it that way, not health, but life. at it that way, not health, but life. Uh, because life just always wants to Uh, because life just always wants to Uh, because life just always wants to continue its next life cycle. That's continue its next life cycle. That's continue its next life cycle. That's that's all life is ever trying to do. that's all life is ever trying to do. that's all life is ever trying to do. Whether it's your life or a parasite's Whether it's your life or a parasite's Whether it's your life or a parasite's life or the life of a heavy metal, um it life or the life of a heavy metal, um it life or the life of a heavy metal, um it just wants to take itself to the next just wants to take itself to the next just wants to take itself to the next life. And in doing so, it needs energy. life. And in doing so, it needs energy. life. And in doing so, it needs energy. So, when we look at it like this, you're So, when we look at it like this, you're So, when we look at it like this, you're looking at like, well, okay, what's looking at like, well, okay, what's looking at like, well, okay, what's giving the parasite life? You know, it giving the parasite life? You know, it giving the parasite life? You know, it is it heavy metal toxins? Is it is it heavy metal toxins? Is it is it heavy metal toxins? Is it chemicals that it's eaten off of? Is it, chemicals that it's eaten off of? Is it, chemicals that it's eaten off of? Is it, you know, the biotoxins like you said you know, the biotoxins like you said you know, the biotoxins like you said from fungi or amoeba or something like from fungi or amoeba or something like from fungi or amoeba or something like that like what's it what's its fuel and that like what's it what's its fuel and that like what's it what's its fuel and then you that's all still physical and then you that's all still physical and then you that's all still physical and then it's like okay well those things then it's like okay well those things then it's like okay well those things were initially there because you think were initially there because you think were initially there because you think parasites help it to clean up. It's not parasites help it to clean up. It's not parasites help it to clean up. It's not necessarily bad guy. We have you need necessarily bad guy. We have you need necessarily bad guy. We have you need parasites in some parts of your body to parasites in some parts of your body to parasites in some parts of your body to maintain health um and to thrive. maintain health um and to thrive. maintain health um and to thrive. So then you look at the okay well what So then you look at the okay well what So then you look at the okay well what caused an imbalance of the mold of this caused an imbalance of the mold of this caused an imbalance of the mold of this and that and well yeah it it needs to be and that and well yeah it it needs to be and that and well yeah it it needs to be in our environment but we're constantly in our environment but we're constantly in our environment but we're constantly exposed to all these things in our exposed to all these things in our exposed to all these things in our environment and it affects some people environment and it affects some people environment and it affects some people and not others. Well then you ask the and not others. Well then you ask the and not others. Well then you ask the question why and it's all a game of question why and it's all a game of question why and it's all a game of resonance. Um it's all a game of teeter resonance. Um it's all a game of teeter resonance. Um it's all a game of teeter totter of balance. Uh what's what's on totter of balance. Uh what's what's on totter of balance. Uh what's what's on the other side of the bridge the scale? the other side of the bridge the scale? the other side of the bridge the scale? And And And 99.9% 99.9% 99.9% of the time that's an emotion. Mhm. And of the time that's an emotion. Mhm. And of the time that's an emotion. Mhm. And then it gets fun because you start then it gets fun because you start then it gets fun because you start seeing and asking questions. Okay. Well, seeing and asking questions. Okay. Well, seeing and asking questions. Okay. Well, there has to be a connection with the there has to be a connection with the there has to be a connection with the emotion to the parasite. So there's an emotion to the parasite. So there's an emotion to the parasite. So there's an aspect of host which means you could aspect of host which means you could aspect of host which means you could think of it of disempowerment. Um think of it of disempowerment. Um think of it of disempowerment. Um something's overempowering you, something's overempowering you, something's overempowering you, something's disempowering you. So you're something's disempowering you. So you're something's disempowering you. So you're disempowered somewhere in your life. disempowered somewhere in your life. disempowered somewhere in your life. That's usually and that's why you can That's usually and that's why you can That's usually and that's why you can get hijacked. Yep. And that's usually get hijacked. Yep. And that's usually get hijacked. Yep. And that's usually connected mentally with the connected mentally with the connected mentally with the psychossematic connection. Um so there's psychossematic connection. Um so there's psychossematic connection. Um so there's the imbalance the imbalance the imbalance thinking of resonance. Everything is thinking of resonance. Everything is thinking of resonance. Everything is attracted to geopositional balance. So attracted to geopositional balance. So attracted to geopositional balance. So like if you think of like a globe, uh like if you think of like a globe, uh like if you think of like a globe, uh there's if there's that negative the there's if there's that negative the there's if there's that negative the bottom left, you could easily say if bottom left, you could easily say if bottom left, you could easily say if it's a 1:1 ratio, then that upper right it's a 1:1 ratio, then that upper right it's a 1:1 ratio, then that upper right quadrant um in the back posterior would quadrant um in the back posterior would quadrant um in the back posterior would be counterbalancing that. If you look at be counterbalancing that. If you look at be counterbalancing that. If you look at that in the body, well, you got to have, that in the body, well, you got to have, that in the body, well, you got to have, you know, a brain imbalance in that you know, a brain imbalance in that you know, a brain imbalance in that right hemisphere that's counterbalancing right hemisphere that's counterbalancing right hemisphere that's counterbalancing maybe the colon or um the sigmoid colon maybe the colon or um the sigmoid colon maybe the colon or um the sigmoid colon or some aspect uh of the body down or some aspect uh of the body down or some aspect uh of the body down there. And you know, the colon you think there. And you know, the colon you think there. And you know, the colon you think of like that's storing, burring, not of like that's storing, burring, not of like that's storing, burring, not eliminating uh if you're holding on to eliminating uh if you're holding on to eliminating uh if you're holding on to something. Um, and you can just go back something. Um, and you can just go back something. Um, and you can just go back through people's history and see like, through people's history and see like, through people's history and see like, you know, when did this belief, when did you know, when did this belief, when did you know, when did this belief, when did this perception, when did this emotion, this perception, when did this emotion, this perception, when did this emotion, when did this root cause really start? when did this root cause really start? when did this root cause really start? because that's what changed the energy. because that's what changed the energy. because that's what changed the energy. And Bruce Lipton has taught us and And Bruce Lipton has taught us and And Bruce Lipton has taught us and scientifically proven this in a lab and scientifically proven this in a lab and scientifically proven this in a lab and gotten kicked out of teaching um at gotten kicked out of teaching um at gotten kicked out of teaching um at university because of this is it's the university because of this is it's the university because of this is it's the field, the energy, the emotion that field, the energy, the emotion that field, the energy, the emotion that dictates the expression of the particle. dictates the expression of the particle. dictates the expression of the particle. Yeah. And the particle is the physical Yeah. And the particle is the physical Yeah. And the particle is the physical aspect which is connected to the aspect which is connected to the aspect which is connected to the imbalance. What we call the parasite imbalance. What we call the parasite imbalance. What we call the parasite infection, you know, the heavy metal infection, you know, the heavy metal infection, you know, the heavy metal toxicity, all this. But it's not toxicity, all this. But it's not toxicity, all this. But it's not imbalanced. It's it's not the problem. imbalanced. It's it's not the problem. imbalanced. It's it's not the problem. Um we're we're looking as giving Um we're we're looking as giving Um we're we're looking as giving something more power than what it truly something more power than what it truly something more power than what it truly has. Where the power actually comes from has. Where the power actually comes from has. Where the power actually comes from the emotion cuz that's the that the the emotion cuz that's the that the the emotion cuz that's the that the emotion is the creator of everything. We emotion is the creator of everything. We emotion is the creator of everything. We just we haven't been taught to connect just we haven't been taught to connect just we haven't been taught to connect so deeply that so deeply that so deeply that a stomach ache isn't more important than a stomach ache isn't more important than a stomach ache isn't more important than an emotional feeling. Um, that's an emotional feeling. Um, that's an emotional feeling. Um, that's repetitive. repetitive. repetitive. Well, I think there's there's two things Well, I think there's there's two things Well, I think there's there's two things to really point out when it comes to to really point out when it comes to to really point out when it comes to this idea of of anger being one of the this idea of of anger being one of the this idea of of anger being one of the primary emotions and and parasites primary emotions and and parasites primary emotions and and parasites potentially being the adaptation or, you potentially being the adaptation or, you potentially being the adaptation or, you know, the the hijacking. And so, you know, the the hijacking. And so, you know, the the hijacking. And so, you know, we were just talking about how know, we were just talking about how know, we were just talking about how certain parasites can be beneficial to certain parasites can be beneficial to certain parasites can be beneficial to the body because maybe they're playing the body because maybe they're playing the body because maybe they're playing cleanup. Maybe they're they're uh cleanup. Maybe they're they're uh cleanup. Maybe they're they're uh consuming and holding harmful toxins and consuming and holding harmful toxins and consuming and holding harmful toxins and chemicals and heavy metals. And you chemicals and heavy metals. And you chemicals and heavy metals. And you know, we make jokes in our practice know, we make jokes in our practice know, we make jokes in our practice because that's just the nature of who we because that's just the nature of who we because that's just the nature of who we are. And you know, we have certain are. And you know, we have certain are. And you know, we have certain clients we've worked with in the past clients we've worked with in the past clients we've worked with in the past and we're like, "Oo, you have angry and we're like, "Oo, you have angry and we're like, "Oo, you have angry parasites." And that's our nice way of parasites." And that's our nice way of parasites." And that's our nice way of saying is, "Hey, we're going to work on saying is, "Hey, we're going to work on saying is, "Hey, we're going to work on your anger issues." But we have liver your anger issues." But we have liver your anger issues." But we have liver flukes. But when you want to think about flukes. But when you want to think about flukes. But when you want to think about this more from like the scientific this more from like the scientific this more from like the scientific perspective, so one of the things I'm perspective, so one of the things I'm perspective, so one of the things I'm going to point out is what you just said going to point out is what you just said going to point out is what you just said is is liver. So if you've listened to is is liver. So if you've listened to is is liver. So if you've listened to other podcasts from us, we have been other podcasts from us, we have been other podcasts from us, we have been running an autoimmune running an autoimmune running an autoimmune liver panel. It's called autoimmune liver panel. It's called autoimmune liver panel. It's called autoimmune hepatitis D. We've been running this hepatitis D. We've been running this hepatitis D. We've been running this panel for gosh, I don't even know, maybe panel for gosh, I don't even know, maybe panel for gosh, I don't even know, maybe eight years now. And you know, the eight years now. And you know, the eight years now. And you know, the statistic literally sits at about 98% of statistic literally sits at about 98% of statistic literally sits at about 98% of the people that we've tested over that the people that we've tested over that the people that we've tested over that time frame have positive autoimmune time frame have positive autoimmune time frame have positive autoimmune liver condition. When you want to get liver condition. When you want to get liver condition. When you want to get into the Chinese medicine world, they're into the Chinese medicine world, they're into the Chinese medicine world, they're going to talk specifically about anger, going to talk specifically about anger, going to talk specifically about anger, rage, frustration being held in the rage, frustration being held in the rage, frustration being held in the liver. liver. liver. So, you know, here here is a a So, you know, here here is a a So, you know, here here is a a correlation to the liver potentially correlation to the liver potentially correlation to the liver potentially being being being um overtaken with parasitic infections um overtaken with parasitic infections um overtaken with parasitic infections which is very common. This autoimmune which is very common. This autoimmune which is very common. This autoimmune liver condition that many people are liver condition that many people are liver condition that many people are suffering with. I'm going to say suffering with. I'm going to say suffering with. I'm going to say Americans because that's the primary Americans because that's the primary Americans because that's the primary people we work with. people we work with. people we work with. And then Chinese medicine showcasing And then Chinese medicine showcasing And then Chinese medicine showcasing that the liver is associated with anger, that the liver is associated with anger, that the liver is associated with anger, rage. But then so for I know our people rage. But then so for I know our people rage. But then so for I know our people listening to us don't have um don't listening to us don't have um don't listening to us don't have um don't probably challenge us too much but for probably challenge us too much but for probably challenge us too much but for somebody that's a disbeliever and like somebody that's a disbeliever and like somebody that's a disbeliever and like uh energies being held in different uh energies being held in different uh energies being held in different organ systems and you know over 2,000 organ systems and you know over 2,000 organ systems and you know over 2,000 years ago that they knew that anger was years ago that they knew that anger was years ago that they knew that anger was held in the liver. Think about it um held in the liver. Think about it um held in the liver. Think about it um this in two ways with drinking alcohol. this in two ways with drinking alcohol. this in two ways with drinking alcohol. So, initially actually um we're So, initially actually um we're So, initially actually um we're attracted to drink alcohol when we're attracted to drink alcohol when we're attracted to drink alcohol when we're angry because that initial drink angry because that initial drink angry because that initial drink actually helps activate the liver and actually helps activate the liver and actually helps activate the liver and the processing of the liver. And the the processing of the liver. And the the processing of the liver. And the liver doesn't just filter out physical liver doesn't just filter out physical liver doesn't just filter out physical things, it also feels filters out things, it also feels filters out things, it also feels filters out emotions. So, you're helping the liver emotions. So, you're helping the liver emotions. So, you're helping the liver actually filter out anger. But then actually filter out anger. But then actually filter out anger. But then people tend to abuse alcohol and drink people tend to abuse alcohol and drink people tend to abuse alcohol and drink too much and then it hinders the liver too much and then it hinders the liver too much and then it hinders the liver as well as the mind and then people as well as the mind and then people as well as the mind and then people become what? Angry drunks. become what? Angry drunks. become what? Angry drunks. It's kind of interesting too because It's kind of interesting too because It's kind of interesting too because even some of the uh well before they even some of the uh well before they even some of the uh well before they were tainted and became compound were tainted and became compound were tainted and became compound liquors, you know, things like absin as liquors, you know, things like absin as liquors, you know, things like absin as an example, it's it's like an oldworld an example, it's it's like an oldworld an example, it's it's like an oldworld drink and it's wormwood which is an drink and it's wormwood which is an drink and it's wormwood which is an antiarasitic. So, you know, it's just antiarasitic. So, you know, it's just antiarasitic. So, you know, it's just kind of interesting when you that's a kind of interesting when you that's a kind of interesting when you that's a whole different history to get into. Um whole different history to get into. Um whole different history to get into. Um but if they say it's bad for you now, but if they say it's bad for you now, but if they say it's bad for you now, it's probably good. If they say it's it's probably good. If they say it's it's probably good. If they say it's good for you, run away. good for you, run away. good for you, run away. But kind of going back uh to this idea But kind of going back uh to this idea But kind of going back uh to this idea of of the association, the one other of of the association, the one other of of the association, the one other thing that I want to point out which I thing that I want to point out which I thing that I want to point out which I already said, but you know, one of the already said, but you know, one of the already said, but you know, one of the parasites toxopplasmosis parasites toxopplasmosis parasites toxopplasmosis clinically has been connected and proven clinically has been connected and proven clinically has been connected and proven to be associated with the development of to be associated with the development of to be associated with the development of bipolar, especially if toxoplasmosis bipolar, especially if toxoplasmosis bipolar, especially if toxoplasmosis does get into the cerebral spinal fluid does get into the cerebral spinal fluid does get into the cerebral spinal fluid and it starts to affect the brain. And and it starts to affect the brain. And and it starts to affect the brain. And then for those of you who have never then for those of you who have never then for those of you who have never heard this um well one I know you heard heard this um well one I know you heard heard this um well one I know you heard the phrase but expanding upon it is that the phrase but expanding upon it is that the phrase but expanding upon it is that growing up I always heard the term uh growing up I always heard the term uh growing up I always heard the term uh especially with my New Jersey parents especially with my New Jersey parents especially with my New Jersey parents that were rage driving because they had that were rage driving because they had that were rage driving because they had their own parasites going on. But you their own parasites going on. But you their own parasites going on. But you know they would be driving and someone know they would be driving and someone know they would be driving and someone would cut them off and they would be would cut them off and they would be would cut them off and they would be like ah the crazies are out. It must be like ah the crazies are out. It must be like ah the crazies are out. It must be a full moon. And and then if you ask a full moon. And and then if you ask a full moon. And and then if you ask most doctors or nurses that work in most doctors or nurses that work in most doctors or nurses that work in hospital settings, they will say the hospital settings, they will say the hospital settings, they will say the same thing. You know, when there was a same thing. You know, when there was a same thing. You know, when there was a flood in the ER of all of these crazy flood in the ER of all of these crazy flood in the ER of all of these crazy things happening, you know, they would things happening, you know, they would things happening, you know, they would say, "Oh, what is it, a full moon?" And say, "Oh, what is it, a full moon?" And say, "Oh, what is it, a full moon?" And what's kind of interesting about that, what's kind of interesting about that, what's kind of interesting about that, you know, funny phrase that we throw you know, funny phrase that we throw you know, funny phrase that we throw around is that underneath the full moon around is that underneath the full moon around is that underneath the full moon is when parasites are the most sexually is when parasites are the most sexually is when parasites are the most sexually active. It's when they're reproducing. active. It's when they're reproducing. active. It's when they're reproducing. And it's thought that they will uptake And it's thought that they will uptake And it's thought that they will uptake um more of of the emotion of of anger, um more of of the emotion of of anger, um more of of the emotion of of anger, rage, frustration. [Music] [Music] [Music] So, so there's just Go ahead. Sex is So, so there's just Go ahead. Sex is So, so there's just Go ahead. Sex is just a magnifier of energy. So if you be just a magnifier of energy. So if you be just a magnifier of energy. So if you be alchemically um if you were to direct alchemically um if you were to direct alchemically um if you were to direct that energy to something, you'll have a that energy to something, you'll have a that energy to something, you'll have a quote unquote a better chance of quote unquote a better chance of quote unquote a better chance of manifesting that. So if there's manifesting that. So if there's manifesting that. So if there's parasites in you that are having sex, parasites in you that are having sex, parasites in you that are having sex, sex is sex, it's going to magnify that sex is sex, it's going to magnify that sex is sex, it's going to magnify that energy, hence you know craziness, anger, energy, hence you know craziness, anger, energy, hence you know craziness, anger, whatever area that's located within the whatever area that's located within the whatever area that's located within the body. Mhm. And it's kind of interesting body. Mhm. And it's kind of interesting body. Mhm. And it's kind of interesting because I'm going to put you on the spot because I'm going to put you on the spot because I'm going to put you on the spot after I tell my story because the so the after I tell my story because the so the after I tell my story because the so the whole the whole foundation of why we're whole the whole foundation of why we're whole the whole foundation of why we're doing this podcast is that when you doing this podcast is that when you doing this podcast is that when you don't need your anger anymore is when don't need your anger anymore is when don't need your anger anymore is when you can eliminate out these types of you can eliminate out these types of you can eliminate out these types of organisms like a parasite. And I want to organisms like a parasite. And I want to organisms like a parasite. And I want to make a specific point here because anger make a specific point here because anger make a specific point here because anger is not it doesn't have the same face. is not it doesn't have the same face. is not it doesn't have the same face. And I think you and I have had both have And I think you and I have had both have And I think you and I have had both have had pent up anger issues especially in had pent up anger issues especially in had pent up anger issues especially in our younger years. But on the surface our younger years. But on the surface our younger years. But on the surface talking about I mean on the surface I talking about I mean on the surface I talking about I mean on the surface I think that most people would have think that most people would have think that most people would have classified Nick as the super nice calm classified Nick as the super nice calm classified Nick as the super nice calm guy. And this even goes never trust the guy. And this even goes never trust the guy. And this even goes never trust the quiet ones. Literally never trust the quiet ones. Literally never trust the quiet ones. Literally never trust the quiet ones. And then for me, you know, quiet ones. And then for me, you know, quiet ones. And then for me, you know, people were like, "Oh yeah, she's I people were like, "Oh yeah, she's I people were like, "Oh yeah, she's I remember when I lived in California. remember when I lived in California. remember when I lived in California. That [  ] is crazy." Yeah, that [  ] That [  ] is crazy." Yeah, that [  ] That [  ] is crazy." Yeah, that [  ] is crazy. Wow, you're really intense. or is crazy. Wow, you're really intense. or is crazy. Wow, you're really intense. or wow, you're really angry. wow, you're really angry. wow, you're really angry. It was uh it was I was I thought I was It was uh it was I was I thought I was It was uh it was I was I thought I was normal, you know, coming from Jersey and normal, you know, coming from Jersey and normal, you know, coming from Jersey and then I go to other places in the world then I go to other places in the world then I go to other places in the world and they're like, whoa, you are you are and they're like, whoa, you are you are and they're like, whoa, you are you are something else. something else. something else. But what was kind of interesting is in But what was kind of interesting is in But what was kind of interesting is in my own journey, very similar to what my own journey, very similar to what my own journey, very similar to what we've described is I did a lot of we've described is I did a lot of we've described is I did a lot of different protocols for parasites and different protocols for parasites and different protocols for parasites and didn't necessarily move the needle every didn't necessarily move the needle every didn't necessarily move the needle every time I would go and do my lab testing time I would go and do my lab testing time I would go and do my lab testing and my DNA testing, which is still and my DNA testing, which is still and my DNA testing, which is still testing that we do with our clients. I testing that we do with our clients. I testing that we do with our clients. I was constantly still coming up with was constantly still coming up with was constantly still coming up with parasites. And we did not know this parasites. And we did not know this parasites. And we did not know this connection in the past. And I was also connection in the past. And I was also connection in the past. And I was also not necessarily in a place mentally that not necessarily in a place mentally that not necessarily in a place mentally that I was open and willing to work on my I was open and willing to work on my I was open and willing to work on my anger. If anything, I was like, I don't anger. If anything, I was like, I don't anger. If anything, I was like, I don't have anger. have anger. have anger. And it was it was a series of time that And it was it was a series of time that And it was it was a series of time that it was kind of the perfect storm that I it was kind of the perfect storm that I it was kind of the perfect storm that I was going through my own upleveling, my was going through my own upleveling, my was going through my own upleveling, my own um like a phase of clarity when it own um like a phase of clarity when it own um like a phase of clarity when it came to my identity and who I was came to my identity and who I was came to my identity and who I was becoming. And that shift that I had becoming. And that shift that I had becoming. And that shift that I had mentally and emotionally mentally and emotionally mentally and emotionally also in addition to some things that I also in addition to some things that I also in addition to some things that I was taking from the biochemical was taking from the biochemical was taking from the biochemical perspective is when I I passed a very perspective is when I I passed a very perspective is when I I passed a very very large parasite. very large parasite. very large parasite. And then anytime really after that And then anytime really after that And then anytime really after that point, anytime parasites came out of my point, anytime parasites came out of my point, anytime parasites came out of my system, it pretty much never had system, it pretty much never had system, it pretty much never had anything to do with what I was taking or anything to do with what I was taking or anything to do with what I was taking or therapies I was doing. It was more about therapies I was doing. It was more about therapies I was doing. It was more about the the upleveling that I was doing and the the upleveling that I was doing and the the upleveling that I was doing and the release of using my pain, using my the release of using my pain, using my the release of using my pain, using my my anger because, you know, for you to my anger because, you know, for you to my anger because, you know, for you to have a an understanding of what I'm have a an understanding of what I'm have a an understanding of what I'm saying here, and this is another podcast saying here, and this is another podcast saying here, and this is another podcast that we talked about this as well, is we that we talked about this as well, is we that we talked about this as well, is we will use our pain will use our pain will use our pain until it no longer serves. serves us. So until it no longer serves. serves us. So until it no longer serves. serves us. So the the anger that I had built up from the the anger that I had built up from the the anger that I had built up from childhood was actually my fuel to become childhood was actually my fuel to become childhood was actually my fuel to become the boss business owner that I became the boss business owner that I became the boss business owner that I became which then yielded a certain level of of which then yielded a certain level of of which then yielded a certain level of of success. You know, it allowed me to success. You know, it allowed me to success. You know, it allowed me to create a business. It allowed me to take create a business. It allowed me to take create a business. It allowed me to take risks. It allowed me to reach a certain risks. It allowed me to reach a certain risks. It allowed me to reach a certain level financially. level financially. level financially. But then it got to a point that it was But then it got to a point that it was But then it got to a point that it was no longer serving me. And I wasn't I no longer serving me. And I wasn't I no longer serving me. And I wasn't I wasn't willing to settle. And I I wanted wasn't willing to settle. And I I wanted wasn't willing to settle. And I I wanted to not feel stuck anymore. And in that to not feel stuck anymore. And in that to not feel stuck anymore. And in that journey of getting unstuck, journey of getting unstuck, journey of getting unstuck, I was able to stop using my pain and my I was able to stop using my pain and my I was able to stop using my pain and my anger for leverage. And I realized that anger for leverage. And I realized that anger for leverage. And I realized that more powerful leverage came from more powerful leverage came from more powerful leverage came from empowerment and came from humble empowerment and came from humble empowerment and came from humble confidence. And when I started to make confidence. And when I started to make confidence. And when I started to make that shift is when my body started to that shift is when my body started to that shift is when my body started to excrete these parasites out. A and so excrete these parasites out. A and so excrete these parasites out. A and so this is really what we're encouraging this is really what we're encouraging this is really what we're encouraging you to explore is that you know are you you to explore is that you know are you you to explore is that you know are you using your past pain, your past anger, using your past pain, your past anger, using your past pain, your past anger, you know the the rage from the person, you know the the rage from the person, you know the the rage from the person, the parenting, the situation, the old the parenting, the situation, the old the parenting, the situation, the old boyfriend, the old girlfriend, whatever. boyfriend, the old girlfriend, whatever. boyfriend, the old girlfriend, whatever. you know, are are you using it? you know, are are you using it? you know, are are you using it? But also, where is it keeping you stuck But also, where is it keeping you stuck But also, where is it keeping you stuck in your life? So, we're going to talk in your life? So, we're going to talk in your life? So, we're going to talk more about that, but Nick, I'm going to more about that, but Nick, I'm going to more about that, but Nick, I'm going to put you on the spot because you ain't put you on the spot because you ain't put you on the spot because you ain't perfect. perfect. perfect. The kid who wanted to burn the world, The kid who wanted to burn the world, The kid who wanted to burn the world, but was so sweet and nice and smiley on but was so sweet and nice and smiley on but was so sweet and nice and smiley on the surface. Let's go there. You're back. We had a pause there. I You're back. We had a pause there. I You're back. We had a pause there. I think I froze. That's okay. I I called think I froze. That's okay. I I called think I froze. That's okay. I I called you out and I said the kid who wanted to you out and I said the kid who wanted to you out and I said the kid who wanted to burn the world but was sweet and smiley burn the world but was sweet and smiley burn the world but was sweet and smiley on the surface. So, you know, you're on the surface. So, you know, you're on the surface. So, you know, you're you're going to you're going to tell you're going to you're going to tell you're going to you're going to tell your side of the story now. your side of the story now. your side of the story now. I think Nicole's uh polarized perception I think Nicole's uh polarized perception I think Nicole's uh polarized perception broke the radiation waves of the broke the radiation waves of the broke the radiation waves of the Ethernet here. So that's exactly it's Ethernet here. So that's exactly it's Ethernet here. So that's exactly it's not me saying it. It's just a universe not me saying it. It's just a universe not me saying it. It's just a universe talking to us. U talking to us. U talking to us. U my nickname when I was young was OC my nickname when I was young was OC my nickname when I was young was OC or out of control. or out of control. or out of control. And that out of control um was cuz I was And that out of control um was cuz I was And that out of control um was cuz I was I was functioning pretty close um to a I was functioning pretty close um to a I was functioning pretty close um to a [  ] angry [  ] angry [  ] angry uh benchmark every single day. So, it uh benchmark every single day. So, it uh benchmark every single day. So, it didn't take much uh to cross that line didn't take much uh to cross that line didn't take much uh to cross that line and my brothers were amazing at it um to and my brothers were amazing at it um to and my brothers were amazing at it um to get me to cross that. But the what was get me to cross that. But the what was get me to cross that. But the what was the question? What you want me to the question? What you want me to the question? What you want me to explain? explain? explain? Primarily the point that I wanted to Primarily the point that I wanted to Primarily the point that I wanted to drive home is that drive home is that drive home is that you don't have to be the person do with you don't have to be the person do with you don't have to be the person do with road rage or the person that's running road rage or the person that's running road rage or the person that's running around picking fights or drinking a lot around picking fights or drinking a lot around picking fights or drinking a lot and being the angry drunk to necessarily and being the angry drunk to necessarily and being the angry drunk to necessarily be angry. There are a lot of people that be angry. There are a lot of people that be angry. There are a lot of people that potentially are using comedy in their potentially are using comedy in their potentially are using comedy in their day-to-day life as a cover up for the day-to-day life as a cover up for the day-to-day life as a cover up for the deep either grief or anger that they deep either grief or anger that they deep either grief or anger that they hold. Um, and and also sometimes when hold. Um, and and also sometimes when hold. Um, and and also sometimes when you you don't feel like you had the love you you don't feel like you had the love you you don't feel like you had the love or the support in your life, like you or the support in your life, like you or the support in your life, like you could feel sad on on the surface, but could feel sad on on the surface, but could feel sad on on the surface, but deep down you're [  ] angry. And and deep down you're [  ] angry. And and deep down you're [  ] angry. And and so I know that your your manifestation so I know that your your manifestation so I know that your your manifestation of of anger and your journey with of of anger and your journey with of of anger and your journey with parasites was not the same as mine. You parasites was not the same as mine. You parasites was not the same as mine. You know, people that met me when I was know, people that met me when I was know, people that met me when I was young were like, "That [  ] is crazy. young were like, "That [  ] is crazy. young were like, "That [  ] is crazy. That [  ] is angry." And you know, for That [  ] is angry." And you know, for That [  ] is angry." And you know, for you, even throughout the duration of us you, even throughout the duration of us you, even throughout the duration of us owning a business together, you were the owning a business together, you were the owning a business together, you were the nice one. And that didn't mean there nice one. And that didn't mean there nice one. And that didn't mean there wasn't inner turmoil going on. wasn't inner turmoil going on. wasn't inner turmoil going on. Understanding energy is always into the Understanding energy is always into the Understanding energy is always into the balance. And if you're in a relationship balance. And if you're in a relationship balance. And if you're in a relationship with somebody that creates its own with somebody that creates its own with somebody that creates its own sphere of energy, um, which is always sphere of energy, um, which is always sphere of energy, um, which is always imbalanced. So, you know, Nicole was imbalanced. So, you know, Nicole was imbalanced. So, you know, Nicole was overly expressive and, you know, I might overly expressive and, you know, I might overly expressive and, you know, I might say her family, uh, is overly expressive say her family, uh, is overly expressive say her family, uh, is overly expressive where I came and my family came from an where I came and my family came from an where I came and my family came from an vocally underexpressive vocally underexpressive vocally underexpressive uh, family to say the least. To say the uh, family to say the least. To say the uh, family to say the least. To say the least. And so you know a lot of pain and least. And so you know a lot of pain and least. And so you know a lot of pain and things that I had I I suppressed that things that I had I I suppressed that things that I had I I suppressed that and whatever is suppressed has to be and whatever is suppressed has to be and whatever is suppressed has to be expressed. There's you you can't it's expressed. There's you you can't it's expressed. There's you you can't it's impossible to live a one-sided life. So impossible to live a one-sided life. So impossible to live a one-sided life. So you can't live all expression. You can't you can't live all expression. You can't you can't live all expression. You can't live all suppression. Health, vitality, live all suppression. Health, vitality, live all suppression. Health, vitality, gratitude, love, joy. It's that's all in gratitude, love, joy. It's that's all in gratitude, love, joy. It's that's all in the middle. The balanced state where the middle. The balanced state where the middle. The balanced state where there's no force. there's no force. there's no force. So I channel that. And people, a lot of So I channel that. And people, a lot of So I channel that. And people, a lot of people that didn't know me, um, would people that didn't know me, um, would people that didn't know me, um, would never say I was angry or anything never say I was angry or anything never say I was angry or anything because I channeled all that energy for because I channeled all that energy for because I channeled all that energy for the most part into sports and got all the most part into sports and got all the most part into sports and got all state first team um, what multip and state first team um, what multip and state first team um, what multip and about 13 concussions. So, let's not about 13 concussions. So, let's not about 13 concussions. So, let's not glamorize it for everybody. And I well, glamorize it for everybody. And I well, glamorize it for everybody. And I well, I I didn't that was part of my escape. I I didn't that was part of my escape. I I didn't that was part of my escape. Um, and from doing the work that I do Um, and from doing the work that I do Um, and from doing the work that I do now, like that was now, like that was now, like that was the deepest I could get into a the deepest I could get into a the deepest I could get into a meditative state without knowing how to meditative state without knowing how to meditative state without knowing how to meditate. meditate. meditate. Yeah. Because this was many many many Yeah. Because this was many many many Yeah. Because this was many many many many years ago. Many many many many moon many years ago. Many many many many moon many years ago. Many many many many moon moons ago. Um, moons ago. Um, moons ago. Um, but long story short, doing the work but long story short, doing the work but long story short, doing the work that I do, it's like, yeah, I've taken that I do, it's like, yeah, I've taken that I do, it's like, yeah, I've taken stuff and I've passed parasites and I've stuff and I've passed parasites and I've stuff and I've passed parasites and I've broken bofilms and I've done these broken bofilms and I've done these broken bofilms and I've done these things and that's been awesome. That's things and that's been awesome. That's things and that's been awesome. That's allowed less stress in my physical body allowed less stress in my physical body allowed less stress in my physical body which allowed me to focus more even on which allowed me to focus more even on which allowed me to focus more even on the mental emotional component. But the mental emotional component. But the mental emotional component. But you can only get to a point in working you can only get to a point in working you can only get to a point in working on the body so much where on the body so much where on the body so much where you do more and it doesn't give you you do more and it doesn't give you you do more and it doesn't give you anymore. So you have to go higher up. anymore. So you have to go higher up. anymore. So you have to go higher up. And when you start working on the mental And when you start working on the mental And when you start working on the mental stuff, you don't even need to do stuff stuff, you don't even need to do stuff stuff, you don't even need to do stuff necessarily on the physical body and necessarily on the physical body and necessarily on the physical body and you'll get the changes. Energy is you'll get the changes. Energy is you'll get the changes. Energy is birectional. So I mean it's most birectional. So I mean it's most birectional. So I mean it's most efficient if for results if you work on efficient if for results if you work on efficient if for results if you work on the body as well as working on the mind the body as well as working on the mind the body as well as working on the mind which is what we do with ourselves and which is what we do with ourselves and which is what we do with ourselves and all of our clients which makes it really all of our clients which makes it really all of our clients which makes it really really fun. Um and then also sometimes really fun. Um and then also sometimes really fun. Um and then also sometimes it's timing you know there I think in it's timing you know there I think in it's timing you know there I think in you and I our scenario you know our you and I our scenario you know our you and I our scenario you know our journey was intentional that we needed journey was intentional that we needed journey was intentional that we needed to strengthen some foundational physical to strengthen some foundational physical to strengthen some foundational physical biochemical systems for us for our biochemical systems for us for our biochemical systems for us for our brains to operate better so that we brains to operate better so that we brains to operate better so that we could better do and receive the personal could better do and receive the personal could better do and receive the personal development human behavior work which development human behavior work which development human behavior work which then led to more profound changes and then led to more profound changes and then led to more profound changes and breakthroughs. You know, there's some breakthroughs. You know, there's some breakthroughs. You know, there's some people that we see it on the flip side. people that we see it on the flip side. people that we see it on the flip side. We see some people that are able to do We see some people that are able to do We see some people that are able to do the the mental, emotional, human the the mental, emotional, human the the mental, emotional, human behavior work and and then they have the behavior work and and then they have the behavior work and and then they have the detox. You know, Dr. Joe Despensza when detox. You know, Dr. Joe Despensza when detox. You know, Dr. Joe Despensza when I went to his event that was like the I went to his event that was like the I went to his event that was like the first 10 minutes of the intro was first 10 minutes of the intro was first 10 minutes of the intro was talking about um gosh what did oh the talking about um gosh what did oh the talking about um gosh what did oh the dispensa influenza and you know he was dispensa influenza and you know he was dispensa influenza and you know he was primarily warning people saying this is primarily warning people saying this is primarily warning people saying this is a common thing is that people will do a common thing is that people will do a common thing is that people will do this meditative work for the seven days this meditative work for the seven days this meditative work for the seven days and it's it's very intense and they and it's it's very intense and they and it's it's very intense and they change their brain waves which then change their brain waves which then change their brain waves which then starts to change their DNA and people starts to change their DNA and people starts to change their DNA and people will have detox type of reactions when will have detox type of reactions when will have detox type of reactions when they leave here. And so, you know, we're they leave here. And so, you know, we're they leave here. And so, you know, we're not saying that uh one is better than not saying that uh one is better than not saying that uh one is better than the other or anything is siloed out. the other or anything is siloed out. the other or anything is siloed out. Every person is different. Every Every person is different. Every Every person is different. Every person's journey is different. And it's person's journey is different. And it's person's journey is different. And it's it's the phrase we always say, it's not it's the phrase we always say, it's not it's the phrase we always say, it's not about what you do, it's about how you do about what you do, it's about how you do about what you do, it's about how you do it. And so, you know, personal it. And so, you know, personal it. And so, you know, personal development, human and behavior work, development, human and behavior work, development, human and behavior work, mental emotional work, integrative mental emotional work, integrative mental emotional work, integrative medicine work, like all of it is medicine work, like all of it is medicine work, like all of it is relevant, powerful, and impactful. But relevant, powerful, and impactful. But relevant, powerful, and impactful. But if you are getting stuck, if you are getting stuck, if you are getting stuck, it's time to explore what you haven't it's time to explore what you haven't it's time to explore what you haven't explored. explored. explored. No, I want to uh I think lastly retouch No, I want to uh I think lastly retouch No, I want to uh I think lastly retouch weirdly on weirdly on weirdly on what you said right at the very first, what you said right at the very first, what you said right at the very first, the placebo effect. You know, it's like the placebo effect. You know, it's like the placebo effect. You know, it's like if you think that something's going to if you think that something's going to if you think that something's going to work, it's got a greater chance. you work, it's got a greater chance. you work, it's got a greater chance. you know, they've done tons of scientific know, they've done tons of scientific know, they've done tons of scientific studies and even surgeries and fake studies and even surgeries and fake studies and even surgeries and fake surgeries, as crazy as that sounds, um surgeries, as crazy as that sounds, um surgeries, as crazy as that sounds, um to show that, you know, if the client to show that, you know, if the client to show that, you know, if the client thought that they were going to get thought that they were going to get thought that they were going to get better from whatever they were doing, better from whatever they were doing, better from whatever they were doing, that highly increased the probability of that highly increased the probability of that highly increased the probability of change for quote unquote their achieved change for quote unquote their achieved change for quote unquote their achieved goal. And goal. And goal. And you know, I never thought about it till you know, I never thought about it till you know, I never thought about it till now, but that's probably one of the now, but that's probably one of the now, but that's probably one of the awesome parts of working awesome parts of working awesome parts of working with the mind. with the mind. with the mind. is the whole mind actually is just one is the whole mind actually is just one is the whole mind actually is just one big placebo effect. You know, whether big placebo effect. You know, whether big placebo effect. You know, whether it's attached to more benefits and that it's attached to more benefits and that it's attached to more benefits and that there's thinks there's going to be more there's thinks there's going to be more there's thinks there's going to be more good or it's attached to more drawbacks good or it's attached to more drawbacks good or it's attached to more drawbacks and it's like, oh, this is more bad. and it's like, oh, this is more bad. and it's like, oh, this is more bad. That's that's the mind going and That's that's the mind going and That's that's the mind going and creating a placebo effect, you know, creating a placebo effect, you know, creating a placebo effect, you know, achieving or not achieving. How we Go ahead. I'll let you finish. How we Go ahead. I'll let you finish. How we Go ahead. I'll let you finish. The fun part about what how I work with The fun part about what how I work with The fun part about what how I work with the mind is it's always working on the mind is it's always working on the mind is it's always working on changing that ratio with somebody of changing that ratio with somebody of changing that ratio with somebody of being attached to more benefits or more being attached to more benefits or more being attached to more benefits or more drawbacks because it honestly doesn't drawbacks because it honestly doesn't drawbacks because it honestly doesn't matter which one you're doing. You're matter which one you're doing. You're matter which one you're doing. You're attracting the other to maintain attracting the other to maintain attracting the other to maintain balance. So you're out of balance. You balance. So you're out of balance. You balance. So you're out of balance. You know quote unquote you're not in that know quote unquote you're not in that know quote unquote you're not in that state of you know in science the state of you know in science the state of you know in science the homeostasis of health. You're you have homeostasis of health. You're you have homeostasis of health. You're you have too much of something or too little of too much of something or too little of too much of something or too little of something which creates symptoms. So something which creates symptoms. So something which creates symptoms. So when you work on helping yourself or a when you work on helping yourself or a when you work on helping yourself or a client get in to equinimity, a balanced client get in to equinimity, a balanced client get in to equinimity, a balanced mind, mind, mind, well well well there is no placebo effect, there is no placebo effect, there is no placebo effect, which is kind of crazy to think about, which is kind of crazy to think about, which is kind of crazy to think about, but when there's no my devil's advocate but when there's no my devil's advocate but when there's no my devil's advocate because you always likes to do this to because you always likes to do this to because you always likes to do this to me is I do think that there's a me is I do think that there's a me is I do think that there's a compounding effect to really get to a compounding effect to really get to a compounding effect to really get to a place of equinimity. And what I mean by place of equinimity. And what I mean by place of equinimity. And what I mean by that is that is that is this is something that we only we saw this is something that we only we saw this is something that we only we saw the drawbacks. We didn't we didn't the drawbacks. We didn't we didn't the drawbacks. We didn't we didn't understand the other side of it. When we understand the other side of it. When we understand the other side of it. When we had our big practice, tons of employees, had our big practice, tons of employees, had our big practice, tons of employees, clinicians, tons of patients, you know, clinicians, tons of patients, you know, clinicians, tons of patients, you know, there was only we could only be so many there was only we could only be so many there was only we could only be so many places in the day. There was only so places in the day. There was only so places in the day. There was only so quickly we could respond to people, etc. quickly we could respond to people, etc. quickly we could respond to people, etc. Uh, you know, it it was just we were Uh, you know, it it was just we were Uh, you know, it it was just we were we're trying to give five-star care in we're trying to give five-star care in we're trying to give five-star care in high volume and it was a recipe for high volume and it was a recipe for high volume and it was a recipe for [  ] disaster. Let's be real. So, [  ] disaster. Let's be real. So, [  ] disaster. Let's be real. So, sorry for those of you that worked with sorry for those of you that worked with sorry for those of you that worked with us then. I we learned and I promise our us then. I we learned and I promise our us then. I we learned and I promise our model now is fantastic. But the the pain model now is fantastic. But the the pain model now is fantastic. But the the pain that we felt in that moment and that we felt in that moment and that we felt in that moment and obviously the client felt is obviously the client felt is obviously the client felt is stories could be created. So, an example stories could be created. So, an example stories could be created. So, an example is like if somebody started something we is like if somebody started something we is like if somebody started something we told them to do and they had a headache told them to do and they had a headache told them to do and they had a headache or they had diarrhea or or you know or they had diarrhea or or you know or they had diarrhea or or you know something even more intense like their something even more intense like their something even more intense like their [  ] left leg went numb. I don't [  ] left leg went numb. I don't [  ] left leg went numb. I don't know. They if if they don't have clarity know. They if if they don't have clarity know. They if if they don't have clarity on what the hell is happening then it's on what the hell is happening then it's on what the hell is happening then it's going to create a story. It's going to going to create a story. It's going to going to create a story. It's going to create a Google search. It's going to create a Google search. It's going to create a Google search. It's going to create a spiral and then you know and create a spiral and then you know and create a spiral and then you know and then the their symptoms will get worse. then the their symptoms will get worse. then the their symptoms will get worse. that left leg turns into now both legs that left leg turns into now both legs that left leg turns into now both legs are numb, you know, like, oh, now I'm I are numb, you know, like, oh, now I'm I are numb, you know, like, oh, now I'm I had so much diarrhea that I'm so had so much diarrhea that I'm so had so much diarrhea that I'm so dehydrated, I got to go to the hospital dehydrated, I got to go to the hospital dehydrated, I got to go to the hospital and get an IV. And so and get an IV. And so and get an IV. And so when we we changed our model and we when we we changed our model and we when we we changed our model and we moved over to tellahalth and we created moved over to tellahalth and we created moved over to tellahalth and we created more of this concierge level of access, more of this concierge level of access, more of this concierge level of access, you know, one of the things that we were you know, one of the things that we were you know, one of the things that we were super happy about is that we could we super happy about is that we could we super happy about is that we could we could answer questions or or could answer questions or or could answer questions or or troubleshoot things very quickly. And troubleshoot things very quickly. And troubleshoot things very quickly. And what I realized is that understanding what I realized is that understanding what I realized is that understanding enhances belief. enhances belief. enhances belief. And this is part of this equinimity And this is part of this equinimity And this is part of this equinimity because if you if you start having because if you if you start having because if you if you start having diarrhea after starting a protocol and diarrhea after starting a protocol and diarrhea after starting a protocol and you one understand why it's happening you one understand why it's happening you one understand why it's happening and if it's normal but then you also and if it's normal but then you also and if it's normal but then you also feel supported to say listen if this feel supported to say listen if this feel supported to say listen if this lasts any more than 24 to 48 hours you lasts any more than 24 to 48 hours you lasts any more than 24 to 48 hours you need to let me know and I'm going to need to let me know and I'm going to need to let me know and I'm going to intervene troubleshoot etc etc or if you intervene troubleshoot etc etc or if you intervene troubleshoot etc etc or if you say this is actually a really good say this is actually a really good say this is actually a really good give yourself the 24 hours, get it all give yourself the 24 hours, get it all give yourself the 24 hours, get it all out, make sure you stay hydrated, etc. out, make sure you stay hydrated, etc. out, make sure you stay hydrated, etc. Then the person is like, "Oh, okay. I Then the person is like, "Oh, okay. I Then the person is like, "Oh, okay. I understand what's going on. I I believe understand what's going on. I I believe understand what's going on. I I believe in my body. I believe in the process." in my body. I believe in the process." in my body. I believe in the process." And now your outcomes are better. And now your outcomes are better. And now your outcomes are better. You don't have enough time for some You don't have enough time for some You don't have enough time for some [  ] person to be like, "Oh my god, [  ] person to be like, "Oh my god, [  ] person to be like, "Oh my god, you're going to die. You can't have you you're going to die. You can't have you you're going to die. You can't have you can't have diarrhea for 24 hours. like can't have diarrhea for 24 hours. like can't have diarrhea for 24 hours. like you need to go to the hospital. Cuz you need to go to the hospital. Cuz you need to go to the hospital. Cuz that's that's always what would happen that's that's always what would happen that's that's always what would happen is like some person who was totally anti is like some person who was totally anti is like some person who was totally anti uh natural medicine would get in the ear uh natural medicine would get in the ear uh natural medicine would get in the ear of the person and say, "You're an idiot of the person and say, "You're an idiot of the person and say, "You're an idiot and you paid for that." It would spiral and you paid for that." It would spiral and you paid for that." It would spiral into like the craziest situation. The into like the craziest situation. The into like the craziest situation. The person would go to the ER. Then the ER person would go to the ER. Then the ER person would go to the ER. Then the ER would say, "Oh yeah, you're crazy. What would say, "Oh yeah, you're crazy. What would say, "Oh yeah, you're crazy. What are you taking? Those herbs have killed are you taking? Those herbs have killed are you taking? Those herbs have killed people. You know, didn't know that." and people. You know, didn't know that." and people. You know, didn't know that." and then they like want their money back and then they like want their money back and then they like want their money back and they hate integrative medicine. It's they hate integrative medicine. It's they hate integrative medicine. It's like the wildest thing. So like you're like the wildest thing. So like you're like the wildest thing. So like you're talking about, you know, furthering talking about, you know, furthering talking about, you know, furthering trust and belief or or completely trust and belief or or completely trust and belief or or completely derailing it and then you know and then derailing it and then you know and then derailing it and then you know and then what happens to to that mental state for what happens to to that mental state for what happens to to that mental state for that person? that person? that person? So at the end of the day, the most So at the end of the day, the most So at the end of the day, the most important thing to control and keep in important thing to control and keep in important thing to control and keep in balance is your mind because that's balance is your mind because that's balance is your mind because that's what's going to dictate a parasite what's going to dictate a parasite what's going to dictate a parasite showing up, a parasite leaving, heavy showing up, a parasite leaving, heavy showing up, a parasite leaving, heavy metal showing up. Think of like a metal showing up. Think of like a metal showing up. Think of like a battery. You know, there's heavy metals battery. You know, there's heavy metals battery. You know, there's heavy metals in a battery to what? Dissipate charge. in a battery to what? Dissipate charge. in a battery to what? Dissipate charge. So everything in your body is just So everything in your body is just So everything in your body is just counterbalancing the quality of your counterbalancing the quality of your counterbalancing the quality of your mind. And if you want to have the best mind. And if you want to have the best mind. And if you want to have the best functioning, enjoy your body life, well, functioning, enjoy your body life, well, functioning, enjoy your body life, well, it comes from putting work into it comes from putting work into it comes from putting work into balancing out that thought process. balancing out that thought process. balancing out that thought process. Yeah. No, 100%. And you know, and we say Yeah. No, 100%. And you know, and we say Yeah. No, 100%. And you know, and we say this to inspire you, um, and not to be this to inspire you, um, and not to be this to inspire you, um, and not to be like, I'm just this angry person like, I'm just this angry person like, I'm just this angry person because as mentioned, you know, we all because as mentioned, you know, we all because as mentioned, you know, we all have some level of ad adversity that we have some level of ad adversity that we have some level of ad adversity that we experience in our lives or what we experience in our lives or what we experience in our lives or what we perceive as adversity. But very often perceive as adversity. But very often perceive as adversity. But very often when you have someone ask the right when you have someone ask the right when you have someone ask the right questions or or help you widen the lens questions or or help you widen the lens questions or or help you widen the lens of the situation, of the situation, of the situation, you start to realize how you've been you start to realize how you've been you start to realize how you've been using it and you've used it to actually using it and you've used it to actually using it and you've used it to actually gain in certain parts of your life. But gain in certain parts of your life. But gain in certain parts of your life. But that doesn't mean it's it's worth that doesn't mean it's it's worth that doesn't mean it's it's worth holding on to. And especially if you're holding on to. And especially if you're holding on to. And especially if you're sitting around and you feel not 100% sitting around and you feel not 100% sitting around and you feel not 100% happy, not 100% content, not 100% happy, not 100% content, not 100% happy, not 100% content, not 100% fulfilled or satisfied, you know, that's fulfilled or satisfied, you know, that's fulfilled or satisfied, you know, that's just a feedback mechanism to say, you just a feedback mechanism to say, you just a feedback mechanism to say, you know, you've gotten this far, but now know, you've gotten this far, but now know, you've gotten this far, but now you're stuck. And in our own personal you're stuck. And in our own personal you're stuck. And in our own personal reflection and in a lot of the work that reflection and in a lot of the work that reflection and in a lot of the work that we've done with clients is we've just we've done with clients is we've just we've done with clients is we've just we've seen that, you know, your pain and we've seen that, you know, your pain and we've seen that, you know, your pain and your suffering will only get you so far. your suffering will only get you so far. your suffering will only get you so far. And that stuck is is is something that And that stuck is is is something that And that stuck is is is something that can 100% be overcame, but it's it's can 100% be overcame, but it's it's can 100% be overcame, but it's it's raising that level of consciousness. raising that level of consciousness. raising that level of consciousness. It's it's changing belief systems. It's It's it's changing belief systems. It's It's it's changing belief systems. It's um it's looking at life as both good and um it's looking at life as both good and um it's looking at life as both good and bad and looking at the benefits and the bad and looking at the benefits and the bad and looking at the benefits and the drawbacks. It's not looking at anything drawbacks. It's not looking at anything drawbacks. It's not looking at anything one-sided. I think that's, you know, as one-sided. I think that's, you know, as one-sided. I think that's, you know, as I've said in other podcasts and Dr. De I've said in other podcasts and Dr. De I've said in other podcasts and Dr. De Martini says is the fantasy to the Martini says is the fantasy to the Martini says is the fantasy to the nightmare. You know, if if you have a nightmare. You know, if if you have a nightmare. You know, if if you have a fantasy that life is supposed to be fantasy that life is supposed to be fantasy that life is supposed to be one-sided and it's only supposed to be one-sided and it's only supposed to be one-sided and it's only supposed to be good or there's only supposed to be, you good or there's only supposed to be, you good or there's only supposed to be, you know, health and there's only supposed know, health and there's only supposed know, health and there's only supposed to be peace, you know, you're you're to be peace, you know, you're you're to be peace, you know, you're you're going to create your nightmare because going to create your nightmare because going to create your nightmare because there's both. I think it was Einstein there's both. I think it was Einstein there's both. I think it was Einstein that said you can't solve a problem with that said you can't solve a problem with that said you can't solve a problem with the same uh frequency or level of the same uh frequency or level of the same uh frequency or level of thinking. Yeah. Um, and that just comes thinking. Yeah. Um, and that just comes thinking. Yeah. Um, and that just comes down to it's like, you know, you don't I down to it's like, you know, you don't I down to it's like, you know, you don't I mean, you can there's multiple ways to mean, you can there's multiple ways to mean, you can there's multiple ways to do the same thing. Um, but I think the do the same thing. Um, but I think the do the same thing. Um, but I think the most powerful thing is to to not want to most powerful thing is to to not want to most powerful thing is to to not want to try to get rid of the pain and get rid try to get rid of the pain and get rid try to get rid of the pain and get rid of something because that's that's part of something because that's that's part of something because that's that's part of you. You've used it for a long time. of you. You've used it for a long time. of you. You've used it for a long time. And now it's not to treat it like [  ] And now it's not to treat it like [  ] And now it's not to treat it like [  ] now and not be grateful for it. It's now and not be grateful for it. It's now and not be grateful for it. It's saying, "Okay, like thank you. I'm going saying, "Okay, like thank you. I'm going saying, "Okay, like thank you. I'm going to use you different now." And that to use you different now." And that to use you different now." And that takes a different level of thinking to takes a different level of thinking to takes a different level of thinking to change different possibilities of how change different possibilities of how change different possibilities of how you can use that pain, how you can you can use that pain, how you can you can use that pain, how you can transfer that pain into something else. transfer that pain into something else. transfer that pain into something else. So you don't have to hold on to it, you So you don't have to hold on to it, you So you don't have to hold on to it, you don't have to use it the same. How to go don't have to use it the same. How to go don't have to use it the same. How to go back to where that pain came from and back to where that pain came from and back to where that pain came from and change the relationship with that so change the relationship with that so change the relationship with that so that there's not even pain anymore. So that there's not even pain anymore. So that there's not even pain anymore. So there's nothing to even use. Like there's nothing to even use. Like there's nothing to even use. Like there's so many different ways to there's so many different ways to there's so many different ways to utilize that initial utilize that initial utilize that initial emotion. We'll just call it pain right emotion. We'll just call it pain right emotion. We'll just call it pain right now or anger, whatever you want, now or anger, whatever you want, now or anger, whatever you want, frustration, rage, etc., sadness, frustration, rage, etc., sadness, frustration, rage, etc., sadness, depression. depression. depression. And being able to take that and make And being able to take that and make And being able to take that and make that actually help you, to make that a that actually help you, to make that a that actually help you, to make that a better version of you. Like that's better version of you. Like that's better version of you. Like that's that's the gift of life. We've been that's the gift of life. We've been that's the gift of life. We've been taught and programmed that it's bad and taught and programmed that it's bad and taught and programmed that it's bad and something that we should get rid of and something that we should get rid of and something that we should get rid of and that we should be ashamed that we even that we should be ashamed that we even that we should be ashamed that we even feel that way and we should be ashamed feel that way and we should be ashamed feel that way and we should be ashamed that that's actually a part of us. Like that that's actually a part of us. Like that that's actually a part of us. Like that's all [  ] that keeps us still that's all [  ] that keeps us still that's all [  ] that keeps us still slundering at that low vibration, that slundering at that low vibration, that slundering at that low vibration, that low quality of life. But when we can low quality of life. But when we can low quality of life. But when we can learn how to use and maximize the the learn how to use and maximize the the learn how to use and maximize the the gifts that that brings, just like a gifts that that brings, just like a gifts that that brings, just like a parasite's helping to clean [  ] up parasite's helping to clean [  ] up parasite's helping to clean [  ] up inside of you, it's not all bad. if if inside of you, it's not all bad. if if inside of you, it's not all bad. if if we can learn how to capitalize off of we can learn how to capitalize off of we can learn how to capitalize off of that parasite and then when we're done, that parasite and then when we're done, that parasite and then when we're done, guess what? Thank you. Goodbye. Let's guess what? Thank you. Goodbye. Let's guess what? Thank you. Goodbye. Let's move on. Yeah. It It's interesting move on. Yeah. It It's interesting move on. Yeah. It It's interesting because so many things that are supposed because so many things that are supposed because so many things that are supposed to be quote unquote good for us turn to be quote unquote good for us turn to be quote unquote good for us turn into a guilt and shame game. You know, I into a guilt and shame game. You know, I into a guilt and shame game. You know, I you know, we were having this you know, we were having this you know, we were having this conversation the other day. It's like, conversation the other day. It's like, conversation the other day. It's like, well, now if I I got into meditation for well, now if I I got into meditation for well, now if I I got into meditation for all the right reasons, but now if I all the right reasons, but now if I all the right reasons, but now if I don't meditate, I feel guilty. Oh, I got don't meditate, I feel guilty. Oh, I got don't meditate, I feel guilty. Oh, I got into diet and exercise for all the right into diet and exercise for all the right into diet and exercise for all the right reasons, but now if I don't if I if I reasons, but now if I don't if I if I reasons, but now if I don't if I if I eat out or I do this or I have a a eat out or I do this or I have a a eat out or I do this or I have a a cocktail, guilt and shame yourself. So, cocktail, guilt and shame yourself. So, cocktail, guilt and shame yourself. So, it's it's definitely important what it's it's definitely important what it's it's definitely important what you're saying. And I'm going to just you're saying. And I'm going to just you're saying. And I'm going to just leave it with this because this is your leave it with this because this is your leave it with this because this is your famous phrase that I absolutely love is famous phrase that I absolutely love is famous phrase that I absolutely love is turning your pain into power. All right, turning your pain into power. All right, turning your pain into power. All right, guys. See you on the next one where guys. See you on the next one where guys. See you on the next one where we're going to talk about somewhat of a we're going to talk about somewhat of a we're going to talk about somewhat of a similar topic in relation to similar topic in relation to similar topic in relation to neurodeenerative diseases. We're going neurodeenerative diseases. We're going neurodeenerative diseases. We're going to talk specifically about ALS, but if to talk specifically about ALS, but if to talk specifically about ALS, but if you know anyone with neuro you know anyone with neuro you know anyone with neuro neurodeenerative disease at all, if it's neurodeenerative disease at all, if it's neurodeenerative disease at all, if it's MS, Alzheimer's, dementia, there is MS, Alzheimer's, dementia, there is MS, Alzheimer's, dementia, there is going to be pearls inside of that going to be pearls inside of that going to be pearls inside of that podcast for them as well. podcast for them as well. podcast for them as well. [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Applause] [Applause] [Music]